My sister and I uploaded two videos a while ago or rather a few years ago that still to this day I love. Two videos where Amelia and I sat in front of the camera “naked”, both visually but also emotionally. The idea was to tell you not just the usual content like what we had for breakfast but to discuss something at a deeper level, something that even I may have not actually known about myself or simply say something to show you we are not perfect and lay bare my thoughts and opinions. Because in the current social climate we felt that being honest and open was important.
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Well hasn’t it been a while? I’m not going to humiliate myself by confirming exactly how long it’s been but it’s safe to say that I didn’t exactly stick to my 2018 New Years resolution of uploading more to my blog than the previous years. Have no fear, I will save both of us from the empressement this year and shall not be promising a ton of blog content – in the hopes that I will instead do the opposite and create a ridiculous amount., good old mind trickery. Continue reading “Is Anybody Still Out There?”
It’s a vicious circle. I know it’s important to care for yourself, I know it’s important to have some down time and I know it’s important to not always be thinking about work, about money and social statistics. So why do I feel so guilty when I’m not working?
I’ve thought about this a lot and I strongly believe it’s tied to being self-employed. You know that dream so many of us have? To work from home, to work our own hours, to decide our own holidays. You also get the beautiful feeling of constantly feel guilty when you aren’t working along with it. Go on holiday tomorrow, sure! Feel guilty because you’ve spent money on a holiday and also aren’t earning any money while on that trip -sure! (say goodbye to holiday pay). Oh and also because you are not finding any future work whilst away on this trip, you get to feel guilty about the future too – woop!
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You’ll probably notice that for the past week I’ve posted very little on Instagram, only occasionally on Twitter, nowhere on our main YouTube channel and have failed at daily vlogging for nearly 2 weeks. So, where have I been? Aside from a weekend away in the Cotswolds I’ve been staring at my laptop screen attempting to find inspiration.
I need a new project. And this is something that I’ve constantly felt the need for within the last year, that’s the reason I started this blog, that’s the reason we started a new vlogging channel and that’s the reason I feel a little useless at the moment if I’m honest. But rather than staring at my laptop for another week and then punishing myself for the lack of work I’ve done, I thought I’d explain why I feel so lost and a need to start afresh. Continue reading “Where Have I Been?”